Brutis

I am a man built like a locomotive strong and powerful. People see me as a brute but really I am small. I am not allowed to show weakness or insecurity I must always be strong. I am 6'1" 240lbs I work out all day and dream at night. My dream is to find someone that see's me for me and not the person I appear to be. I have my tattoos my piercings and strength but I am tired of being strong. when I write I feel so much better like weight is lifted off of me and I am no longer drowning in my own madness.