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Memory
In sleep, goosebumps serenade
my skin and your whispers
gild the frames
of each thought pressing
through my lungs.
In this dream, I have finally
beheld your eyes.
I finally know you beyond
the brush of your fingertips,
the sweet tendrils
of silk that is your hair
cascading against my neck,
knotting with my own.
This is slow.
Each facet of these moments
do not yet cluster until
we evaluate their contents
and measure the acidity
of the other's venom.
In your lap, I draw invisible
patterns across your forearm,
as you teeter very slowly.
I calm to the thudding rain.
As once, it was steady as your pulse,
now pushing alongside
its passion with a fever
I haven't known.
With the traces I paint
across your flesh, I find I am
contagious with these goosebumps
because they leap to hug you, too.
Your lovely voice molds
into the melody of the wind,
in perfection, it carries along
these walls to consume
the cold dark of night.
That lovely voice is indeed
more comforting than the drowsy
chills and blindness of nocturne.
You didn't have to look my way.
Your eyes still haunt me,
to this very day.
The heat of your cheek
caresses my own, you're so close;
the vibrations mimicking the notes
dancing across your tongue
and the swelling of your chest
presses through my defenses,
sinew, my bones and marrow
to that unseeable apartment
we all aquire.
You affect me.
You are the colors I see
and the beauty held by them
that must be found
in ten million fractions, pigments,
with every tilt of the head,
every memory, surely,
every set of eyes that have
understood both the depths
of that dark as well as the
splendor of light's youth,
yes, surely.
A song so seamless lulls
above us in those ten
million fractions, droplets,
transparent as all the
faces in dreams; that rain.
[i]Oh, turpentine, erase me whole.
I do not want to live my life alone.[i]
The sweetness expended in this place
cradles something fragile,
a thing not meant to be let go,
but does supress a dangerous
haven from reality,
from when I wake from you.
This is slow.
Your low hum expels
my tired brain,
protects the chilling,
prickling surface of my skin,
of my lungs.
You delude me wholly that
enthralling serenade, a lie that wants
desperately to be a truth,
it cuts away its bad edges,
exploits its virtues,
and sells diamonds for nickels.
Oh, it is in my dreams,
that slumber illustates something
wanted so badly to rid the lonliness,
the truth that you do not exist
is scattered across the planes
of my long-weathered hopes,
and that truth does
deepen its scars in spite.
In sleep, goosebumps plague me;
they leave the wind raging,
accomplicing the howls of
thunder and the ocean from the stars.
"How I find myself without you,
that, I'll never know."
my skin and your whispers
gild the frames
of each thought pressing
through my lungs.
In this dream, I have finally
beheld your eyes.
I finally know you beyond
the brush of your fingertips,
the sweet tendrils
of silk that is your hair
cascading against my neck,
knotting with my own.
This is slow.
Each facet of these moments
do not yet cluster until
we evaluate their contents
and measure the acidity
of the other's venom.
In your lap, I draw invisible
patterns across your forearm,
as you teeter very slowly.
I calm to the thudding rain.
As once, it was steady as your pulse,
now pushing alongside
its passion with a fever
I haven't known.
With the traces I paint
across your flesh, I find I am
contagious with these goosebumps
because they leap to hug you, too.
Your lovely voice molds
into the melody of the wind,
in perfection, it carries along
these walls to consume
the cold dark of night.
That lovely voice is indeed
more comforting than the drowsy
chills and blindness of nocturne.
You didn't have to look my way.
Your eyes still haunt me,
to this very day.
The heat of your cheek
caresses my own, you're so close;
the vibrations mimicking the notes
dancing across your tongue
and the swelling of your chest
presses through my defenses,
sinew, my bones and marrow
to that unseeable apartment
we all aquire.
You affect me.
You are the colors I see
and the beauty held by them
that must be found
in ten million fractions, pigments,
with every tilt of the head,
every memory, surely,
every set of eyes that have
understood both the depths
of that dark as well as the
splendor of light's youth,
yes, surely.
A song so seamless lulls
above us in those ten
million fractions, droplets,
transparent as all the
faces in dreams; that rain.
[i]Oh, turpentine, erase me whole.
I do not want to live my life alone.[i]
The sweetness expended in this place
cradles something fragile,
a thing not meant to be let go,
but does supress a dangerous
haven from reality,
from when I wake from you.
This is slow.
Your low hum expels
my tired brain,
protects the chilling,
prickling surface of my skin,
of my lungs.
You delude me wholly that
enthralling serenade, a lie that wants
desperately to be a truth,
it cuts away its bad edges,
exploits its virtues,
and sells diamonds for nickels.
Oh, it is in my dreams,
that slumber illustates something
wanted so badly to rid the lonliness,
the truth that you do not exist
is scattered across the planes
of my long-weathered hopes,
and that truth does
deepen its scars in spite.
In sleep, goosebumps plague me;
they leave the wind raging,
accomplicing the howls of
thunder and the ocean from the stars.
"How I find myself without you,
that, I'll never know."
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