What kind of love is this?

Seriously, from day one, I have done nothing but fucking love you
& now days and days and months and months have passed
I have loved you with a whole heart and some how I end up the fool
Time and again I have forgiven you for your past

Shit...
Now I'm pissed
Fucking bitch

Ever since I met you, I cared about you
& since that time all I ever do is doubt you
You broke my heart, and shattered my trust
& yet I keep letting you back in fuck I'm dumb
I fucking hate you but I love you
I don't know if I can trust you
All I know is that I want to
But I can't so I can't love you

You made a promise, you broke that
My heart yea you stole that
That shit it won't grow back

Fuck...