Before The Bullet

For Days now..
I..
Have been searching for
a way and how..
I could do alchemy
and Time Displacement exact

So I could extract...
That gun from her hand
and
That bullet from the chamber

I just want to channel
All...my anger
On that One...Moment
If I could go back
through time..
I'd change this Omen

Before the Bullet

I would have busted in the room
and the trigger would have jammed
so she could never have pulled it

I want to rip a hole
through space and time
I want to stop
that bullet
from infiltrating
her skull...and her mind

I want to tear the seams
out of the atoms holding
this universe together

I desire to suspend...her end
and hold her...Forever..

Just One More Time

If I could go back...
Before the Bullet..

I would be fine

I would tell her
all those cliche things
but I'd mean them
and I would tell her
that Yes angels DO exsist
but You ...
You are better off
Not seeing them

I would take her in my arms
giving her all..the love I got..
I would say..."Baby..life wont be the same
If you let your heart stop"...

As the temperature in my room
begins to drop...

Life force pouring out of
her faster than I can
move my lips to pray...

Now I keep searching
for the right words to say
My soul standing in the gap
I feel inexplicable pain
I feel like Superman
Turning back the hands of time

When the Evil Ones
Killed Lois Lane...

As I sit quietly in the dark
WAITING ON THE 3 OCLOCK HOUR

Knowing the tears will fall
cause I do have gifts..just
not that much power...
I wish I could have frozen time
Right before she pulled it

I wish I could have saved her life...
Before...The Bullet.