Memories Won't Vanish

My imagination builds a castle of the memories that shouldn't stay.
So bright and colorful, though there are no more words to say.
After all what you have said, after all what you have done.
These memories stay, they are still not gone

How can I forgive you after diving in so deep ?
How could I accept the promises you didn't keep?
Do I forgive or do I forget?
Or is this all the same?
Was it my fault again?
Am I the one to blame?

Leave it all behind…
But I can't let go and you stay in my mind.
They tell me: don't be blind.
But maybe I am because I search and never find.

So memories stay… and they shouldn't be what they are.
Cause every thought that denies our end makes me a liar.
All the time I spent, all the life I waste
I don't regret… I will never hesitate
to say:

It was all for you and even if nothing was true.
I will never forget that I loved you.