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How I See Myself
I am bipolar
I wonder when I’m going to die
I hear the bad side out of every good situation
I want death
I am a goth
I pretend to be happy when I’m depressed
I feel hatred and despair in the air
I touch my knifes
I worry that im going to be alive for a long time
I cry cause of the pain I cause myself
I am a creature
I understand the pain of losing family or friends
I say to live life happy even though I live life depressed
I dream of explosions
I try to think positive instead of thinking negative
I hope for destruction
I am cold hearted
I wonder when I’m going to die
I hear the bad side out of every good situation
I want death
I am a goth
I pretend to be happy when I’m depressed
I feel hatred and despair in the air
I touch my knifes
I worry that im going to be alive for a long time
I cry cause of the pain I cause myself
I am a creature
I understand the pain of losing family or friends
I say to live life happy even though I live life depressed
I dream of explosions
I try to think positive instead of thinking negative
I hope for destruction
I am cold hearted
Published 3rd Apr 2013
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3rd Apr 2013 4:25pm
3rd Apr 2013 4:33pm
I love this. You've really opened up while writing and it makes your poem very interesting to read, well done :).
4th Apr 2013 9:07pm
Reading many of the poems on this website it is clear to see that many of the authors are suffering emotionally and/or spiritually. I find it very difficult to leave a comment that does not attempt to address the source of pain, which has clearly inspired the poem in the first instance.
I love dark poems and I have my own pain that guides me. Know that you are not alone and that you are loved. Your life is equal to all life and is filled with purpose, even if you cannot see it. The tougher the journey the deeper the lessons the greater the opportunity to grow. Love yourself, you are a unique expression of love as we all are and keep writing. When the pain has gone the pen will write no more.
I love dark poems and I have my own pain that guides me. Know that you are not alone and that you are loved. Your life is equal to all life and is filled with purpose, even if you cannot see it. The tougher the journey the deeper the lessons the greater the opportunity to grow. Love yourself, you are a unique expression of love as we all are and keep writing. When the pain has gone the pen will write no more.
i know im loved because im engaged to the most beautiful woman i ever met and i never ever want to lose her
