Please help me

Dear brother,
Please help me, please I'm begging you
You who lies beyond the grave
To help me, because my heart is breaking into a million pieces
And I don't have enough hands to catch them all.
I know I sound pitiful, but I need your help to find all the pieces and put me back together
Just like humpty dumpty whose king sent horses and men to make him whole again,
but unlike humpty dumpty(who had all the kings horses and all the kings men) I only have you because the one crushed my soul was the one who I trusted most of all.
I know I must be disturbing you when you've got your own family to take care of
And you're tired(cause your dead)
But just this once with all your heavenly powers
Keep my heart from going cold, because this betrayal hurts like hell
And is the greatest pain I'll ever experience. Let me trust again, but from seeing things the way they are now...i won't let anyone close to me after this, ever.
We both know I only had you and her to begin with
My two dearest friends my freedom and my wallflower
Both gone within a year
Leaving me like a new born babe unable to walk On it's own without support  like it means nothing in the world.
Without either of you I am blind deaf and mute but no matter how little  either you or she cares I will undergo any amount of pain and suffering just to know you're happy and hear the smile in your voice even if it's not meant for me.
Please dear brother help me to pstch the holes and heal my wounds