Pain

A letter or a phone call is all I wanted but you gave me none,
You left me alone, slowly counting the day’s one by one,
I waited for you many year’s, I lived through so many seasons,
Each one that passed bye I ask myself why you left… I couldn’t think of a reason,
Day’s pass-bye, impatiently I get because of you not being here,
Each year that passes bye, it’s slowly is killing me away, feeling that end is near,
You’re out of my life but not out of my heart,
Until the end of time, the strain burden of loosing you will tear me apart,
Your touch gave me warmth, your kisses to my breath away,
With you around gave me peace of mind, your smile light my day,
All I have left are the flashbacks I get of me and you,
Sometimes I think our love was just a dream because it was too good to be true,
The only way I know you existed, the only way I know you were for real,
Is the never ending pain of you not being here that I feel,
To remember you, is for my heart to feel a burning ache,
I’ll endure it, because to have you it’s the only way,
I believed you when you told me to the end, I was mystify by the illusion that you gave,
I thought you meant forever but it actually meant today,
Remember when you told me to never leave you and I promised you that I will never leave,
Guest what, I haven’t left, when I said forever I meant it for eternity,
Until I see you again my soul will never rest in peace,
It won’t leave until he gets the answer of why you left me,
If you ever want to confess the truth, just visit my grave,
I’ll be in my room, covered in barbwires and all frozen to death,
How important were you to me, you will never ever know,
But know this, like I loved you then, I love you today and I’ll love you tomorrow,