Prisoner

Forsaken by you as I continue with my arms open wide,
Entwined to your ghost I’ll live till the end of time,
As I find myself hiding within the shadow of my lonely tree at night,
Nourishing it with the black tears that I cry,
Every street I walk on is dark because you use to be my light,
The harsh cries I hear at night is actually my soul trapped in the cobwebs and darkness inside,
I never imagine how lost I would be by us being apart,
I never imagine how much your lost love will hurt and break my heart,
Even though you broke my heart into many pieces and their scattered on the ground,
Every single piece still loves you and to your memories they are bound,
To say “Goodbye”, it was really hard on me, my heart and my soul,
It took awhile and I had to fight to let you go,
I realize that your happiness is me not being in your life,
In the depth of darkness, I descended to my corner……..to hide,
As you walked away, painfully I turned around and myself I isolate,
I sewed my eyes and mouth shut, so I wont see and a word not to say,
I didn’t go after you instead I let myself fade away,
I obliterated myself from your life in every possible way,
A fatal regret that later inflicted through my flesh,
But I always put you first, so the pain I will endure it for the rest of my days,
I didn’t want to stress you; I didn’t want to make you cry or melancholy,
Instead I kept that pain away from you and put inside me,
Every single day I fight to keep you out of my life,
I’m giving you freedom outside but you are keeping me a prisoner inside,
That was my farewell; to show you how much I love you and to wish you well,
I sold my soul for you because now you’re in heaven and I’ll be in hell,
Through out the day and through out night; through vicious wind and grueling rain,
No matter what, in me will always burn your eternal flame,