Losing me

Emptiness surrounds me
Nothingness, just vagueness
That is when I feel lost
I’m wiped free
I’m clear
I’m nobody
A bubble seems to want
To escape from within me
Its reminding me of something
But I don’t know what

Gentle hands touch me
Guiding me somewhere
Home, he says, My love
Let’s go home
I’m leaning on him
He smells like baked bread
And I remember
My poor beloved
How you hurt to see
Me like this….

He sings to me
Strumming his old guitar
He sings of the trees
The purple blooms
That struggles from the soil
In May
And I remember
The first night
The loving caresses
But they leave again

The sadness in his eyes
As I fade from his sight
Going further
into my nothingness
The time is coming now
When I say goodbye
Forever let him go
For I am leaving too
I'm lost, I hear nothing
Just bubbles constantly popping
From within me