Nameless

It's early morning and I am fully concentrated on
The feel of dew covered grass
Refreshing morning air that still holds a bite
On the red Akua as it rises

My namesake...

I concentrate on the peace without
While I trt to forget how to feel   how to remember
How everything changes when I would have them stay the same....

At parties I have fun, talk story some
But I am not really a part of it all
I can be in the middle of the group
And still feel as if I'm watching from the sidelines

And I concentrate wholly without
On the good vibes   On the drunken vibes
Because if I concentrate within I won't make it through the night

My pu'uwai whispers to me
I
Will
Find
Someone

But...

My mind screams what it has experienced
I traverse this world   Alone
I walk this path   Solitary
And it kills me that this is just the way life is for me

Everything good eventually goes away, while everything bad forever stays