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Acceptance
I feel selfish Needy Clingy
Wishing to be closer
Straining at the seams for it
Even as the chasm widens
Batter my wings against the unseen barrier
I've found love for the first time
Is it real? Is it even Love??
Foreign emotion Yet
It feels the way I imagined love would
Like
Sunshine and ocean breezes
My heart laments the loss
Do you hear it?
Could you, even when the words refuse to come?
Just within my grasp
So close I could taste it
Starshine and moonbeams
I fear it may be slipping away before it ever really was
The Elusive Fantasy
Am I losing you?
You grow ever distant with each new seconds passing
The world does not revolve around me
Not even close
But my deepest fear forever resurfaces
That one day you will wake up and see me as I see myself...
That when this happens you will dissappear for good and not look back
Beating my wings against the unseen barrier
I feel selfish Needy Clingy
Wishing to be closer
Straining at the seams for it
Even as the chasm widens
Wishing to be closer
Straining at the seams for it
Even as the chasm widens
Batter my wings against the unseen barrier
I've found love for the first time
Is it real? Is it even Love??
Foreign emotion Yet
It feels the way I imagined love would
Like
Sunshine and ocean breezes
My heart laments the loss
Do you hear it?
Could you, even when the words refuse to come?
Just within my grasp
So close I could taste it
Starshine and moonbeams
I fear it may be slipping away before it ever really was
The Elusive Fantasy
Am I losing you?
You grow ever distant with each new seconds passing
The world does not revolve around me
Not even close
But my deepest fear forever resurfaces
That one day you will wake up and see me as I see myself...
That when this happens you will dissappear for good and not look back
Beating my wings against the unseen barrier
I feel selfish Needy Clingy
Wishing to be closer
Straining at the seams for it
Even as the chasm widens
Published 26th Mar 2013
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27th Mar 2013 11:12pm
This Is Amazing, Chels. Its full of such uncertainty and pain and doubt, you wrote this perfectly.
"That one day you will wake up and see me as I see myself...
That when this happens you will dissappear for good and not look back
"
I Know This Feeling all too well. I used to feel this way all the time and finally I realized the solution, and its right there in that sentence, Look at yourself Differently! See you the way you want him to see you. once you do he will, too.
"That one day you will wake up and see me as I see myself...
That when this happens you will dissappear for good and not look back
"
I Know This Feeling all too well. I used to feel this way all the time and finally I realized the solution, and its right there in that sentence, Look at yourself Differently! See you the way you want him to see you. once you do he will, too.
6th Apr 2013 1:41am
I tried...
I started seeing myself differently... but it doesn't matter anymore
I saw myself as if through new eyes and things we're already different between us.....
I just hadn't seen it yet
I started seeing myself differently... but it doesn't matter anymore
I saw myself as if through new eyes and things we're already different between us.....
I just hadn't seen it yet
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