A Memory

it's cold in my apartment
and the room
it smells of gin
and last night's food
and i can still remember
when i raped you

it started off so sweetly
cause you didn't make a sound
and then you woke up
and you struggled
then i had to choke you

but after i had finished off
i noticed you were
cold and dead
i realized it then
that i had killed you

and early in the morning
that dark and frosted morning
i popped open my trunk
and hid the body

off i drove
regretful thoughts
pouring through my mind
and as i hid the body
i carved the words
"I'm sorry"
in your stomach

now I'm back
in this cold and harsh apartment
with my unforgiving feelings
of remorse

cause the room
it smells of gin and last night's food
and i can still remember when i raped you