Dear extrovert,

 
I have never wanted to make someone bleed so badly in my entire life. I feel myself completely consumed with sadistic thoughts. Sometimes, I don't know what I crave more. These filthy thoughts done to me, or that I want to be the one inflicting such pain that there is no other option, of feeling he has, then to succumb to the pleasure that Is pain. His breath increases rapidly as Inch by inch I digest my blade across his bare chest. I step back and take pleasure in watching his fresh blood drip slowly. Our breathing now intermingled. My tongue absorbing every blood cell. Numbness slowly diffuses throughout my entire body. The masochist inside me erupts and I've lost control. I need to endure the torture and undergo the affliction that makes me cum. Sometimes when we fuck I don't even know who I am. I presume some satanic force interjects through my veins, and i love it. I am inhumane.