insomniac pain

As i lay in bed i hold down my self
 to the bottom of the line.

 i tight my brains its rest i seek,
 its pain i hold

 deep down i say i wish for comfort deep down i tell i wish to sleep,
 for me its hard  but i will try.

and now i suffer in bed its the pain in my spine its the pain out of heart.

 its just greed and a bit of passion , i call it not depression  coz its not my fashion.

im like jesus but not devine crucified but up side down.

i close my eyes  and hope to dream better yet i hope to sleep

and when i do nighmares is all wut gets clear

darkness was there before the light, so darkness will stay and light will leave.

 for peace i crave for peace i will please i beg my brains to fall a sleep,

i have a curse that wil never end  so ill finish this up and try to sleep


                                                                                         ( the end )