Dirty Seeds

Let it come
He sure did
Imagines of pleasure for him
All I got was emotional rot
He left more in me than just his seed

Filthy memories
Haunt my everything
Threatening to disease all my future deeds
I can't love anybody
His shadow always lurking

In order to feel relief
I have to relive this
Gotta let it bleed
Feel the pain
Act like it is happening again
This time it is just pretend
No reason to try to defend
Still feeling like I am forsaken
Struggling to shake it.


Embrace my disgust
Don't deny the feelings
Accept my fright
Face it
Gift myself some trust



Then put it away
Let it collect dust
Fuck that piece of shit
I can't wait for him to rust


If I give up this fight
That dirty pedophile is going to keep all my rights



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