J

He's always worth it.
All I can see is him everywhere I go, in my dreams and in my thoughts.
Most times I swear I can smell him.
I hear his voice and his laugh in a beautiful broken-record soundtrack playing all day long.
I feel his skin in my hands as if it were my own.
His smile is my sunshine his pain is my despair.
I feel so empty without the heat of his skin, the tightness of his hugs, the changing pressure of his lips on mine.
When I look in his eyes, I feel like I've known him before birth.
I want him every second of everyday and know that I can say anything as he will always understand when no one else can.
He makes me want to be better.
Healthier.
Stronger.
Independent.
Happier.
Able to take care of myself and be kinder to people.
Outgoing.
Fearless.
Look at the world in a way hardly anyone does anymore.
I want to call him beautiful.
I want to hold him and give him everything I can to express how much he means to me.
All I ask is for him to love me.
All of me.