Let back Setbacks

A piece a day keeps the peace away
With my pain...suffering...and misery litterally
Inking through these pages
My lost job and my other on hold
Infiltrating my lack of funds
My oldest nephew just months new of years in jail
Will recive a life sentence if the fact
That he killed two people emits true
Just as the loving family of the ones attacked
Threaten the existance of mine
The bullshit piles and piles miles and miles
The constant sight unseen of my daughter
Over the course of what seems like years
Remains constant
Anger rises as I feel like I'll miss many firsts
Like I already have
I develop more and more hatred
For the way my situation turned out
As every slow-paced low-faced day fades on away
I wish I could've been the best thing for my baby girl
But it seems im not
My ended relationship is beginning to weigh
If this is the beginning I cant imagine
How the middle and end are going to sting
These things mean much to me
I've lost everything that I thrive and survive
Off of in a matter of 2 weeks
My mothers constant rain of spirit
Soaked upon me
Spilling and splashing nothing but bad memories
That I long to forget or great memories
That will never come again...

Let back set backs rain down
Causing a wet back
If I could help and change my past
I swear I'd jet back