Someone Worth It

I've found someone
with a beautiful mind,
a beatific being
with an incredible intellect

That accepts what insanity
she's seen from me
actually enjoying the crazy
and what some might call creepy
that I've let out

A person I cherish every moment with
whom I have in the back of my mind all day, everyday
finding comfort in our shared emotional shit
and caring about what she has to say

I'm in mid-leap off a cliff
brimming with all the faith
I've refused to invest in anything for so long,
having gotten by this far
by not giving a shit,
I don't care that I'm blind to her thoughts
not out of apathy
but out of a trust I've given to her
out of a whole-hearted hope
that we'll end off flying together
and so I let myself fall

I've fallen before
though never had the fortune to fly
and learnt that hitting the ground
brings with it a world of pain
but now I'm letting go my caution
and taking off my chute,
giving all I can give,
cause how can you spread your wings
if your in the least bit tentative

Although I don't believe in soul mates or fate
I can see the special inside her
and feel myself giving away my heart
as I can't help but deal in all or nothing
and I believe she's worth more than all
and nowhere near nothing.