I Can't Take It!

I go in the bathroom and lock the door.
I just can't take this anymore!
I don't want to be his whore!

I scream and scream.
What a terrible dream!
They showed me things are never as they seem.

He whispered love in my ear,
alas I was no seer
It wasn't LOVE! All he did was je[i]er.[/i]

In my hand clasped MY blade.
to me it bade,
To use it for what it was made.

Slice! Slice! With veins I make sure I don't miss.
This IS bliss.
I almost think nothings amiss

He made me stop my favorite agony.
He said it was harmful to me.
HA! It was about to give me a happy ending.

[i]He didn't know about them.
So I told him.
Then he left. I don't know how long it's been.[/i]

With one last heaving sigh.
I can't even manage a last cry,
I slide my knife, thinking of him, I die.