Kill me now

I scream i cry i thrash around
I live i die im forever bound 
I wake i sleep always in pain 
Cant even remember my simple name
Death death an easy word 
Its like looking loongingly at a flying bird
Torment stricken inside my bones
Life a bourden to me alone
I scream again and again i scream 
Please kill me kill me now
I could kill you without a sound 
Give me this just this
It will give me forever bliss 
Pain pain an easy word 
Like death it is just a word 
When you've felt it true you will see 
It would have been a gift to kill me
To end my torment 
End my pain
You could easily end it now
But you still dont see
You probly never will 
You still think im only ill