Loathing

Within this heart, this soul of mine
Shimmers odium so profound, so deep
Shimmers resentment so bitter, lethal
Nothing and no one can take it away
Held to my bosom till my dying day

Thus I pray, Guardian Angel come and stay
Within my heart the hollow space
Where once loved reigned all the way
Within the being my soul and place      
Let me not commit murder today

He loved me profoundly or so he said
So deep and true, I had to stay
To hold him hard in darkest night
When gripped with grief for mistakes done
He cried his tears on my breasts

When at last his Pavlov returned
He turned around and walked away
Her call was like a siren song
Far away, over hills and vale
He travelled back to his familiar shore

Thus, I sit, alone, unloved, unwanted
On my mat by the seashore
Wondering what destiny has in store for me
As I gazed at the blazing sunset.