True Torture

I do not want to punch you in the face
I do not want to see your legs break and watch as tears roll down your eyes
I want to witness you in hell
Surrounded by a pure darkness  
A darkness that sucks the very hope out of your soul
I want to see your face when you realize that you are trapped in this place of nothingness for the rest of eternity
I want to watch as you witness your wife love another man and your kids to call him dad and forget all about you
I want to see you beg to be let out
Then I will
I will take you just close enough to feel the warmth of life again
To hear the laughs of your children
To smell your wife's perfume
Then I will take you back further into the darkness  
Because being burned in the fires of hell day after day and not dying is not satisfying to me
I want you to remember what it felt like to be alive
Then realize you will never experience that again
Only then will I be satisfied