Being a hypochondriac

I am a hypochondriac.
I think I have everything.
Truth is I wish I had something.
Depression, anxiety, and psychosis
These are what I truly have.
More is what I want.
I want something more serious.

I am a hypochondriac.
It takes up a lot of my time.
Do I enjoy it?
I enjoy the feeling of having something.

I am a hypochondriac.
" be careful what you wish for."
I've heard it all before.
It doesn't seem to have any effect on me.

I am a hypochondriac .
All I want is some serious disease or virus.
Sometimes I truly think I want to die.
That's why I am the way I am.

I am a hypochondriac.
I think I have an eating disorder,
Specifically anorexia Nervosa.
Being skin and bones fascinates me.
The dangers don't seem to scare me.

I am a hypochondriac.
I think I have cancer,
Many kinds.
I'm not afraid of cancer.
Having no hair if love .
Chemotherapy is something I really want.

I am a hypochondriac.
This is my life.
This is how I live it,
But I can't help it.
Maybe some day ill get better.