do you feel like a man

Do you feel like a man shooting up a storm
Do you feel powerful that you break everything
Tell me not the lies not the secrets
Why do you leave these scars
The burns on my shoulders
Do they make you feel terrible
Downgrading someone
I want to know why do these people see beauty
I do not I see a monster
Tell me a story
You say I'll never hurt you but look at my hands my throat my back
Look at the heart of our child
Do you feel like a man
Seeing everyone afraid of you
No one to stand and yell back
I will say your a women that's scared
Your crying your defeat your worthlessness
Your words touch the heart of a person
But the scars on me see different that will lie with me even though I'm six feet under
I haunt you and now your scared
Do you feel like a man
Now that I'm finally gone down with the child and life that we once had