a look .... away

I try to do something different this time .... again , my old friend , how many over and over agains , before it's a crime , to want to capture that unforgiving rapture ? We only know ... and chase that elusive embrace .... again . I thought I saw your face my old friend , yet I looked away and pretend I did not see , we , you .... are so better off .... again , as far as I can see , it is just me , there is not any we or you and me , just some missing piece of never .... I will seek peace , for me , and replace us with me .... It was your face , I can't look , yet I do , and will live without .............