like that

remember that place we used to call our own?
those long nights on the telephone?
well i dont.
i sit and dream of you.
but when we're together,
i dont know what to do.
i must be confused. the same muze.

all the words i've screamed in your name.
now we have but days.
i will leave, you will move on.
i return to see you at anothers side.
i sit, i cry.
my tears wasted at night.
all at night, my plight, broken for you.

im not the same.
you dont want to change.
why i try,
you told the lies.
i dont see why.

if i fell back,
would you have my back?
i now know your truthful trap.
i cant believe i fell for that.
im dumb like that.

your embrace is colder than your deceptive grin.
sadly that draws me in.
i cant stop craving and tasting you.
what drug are you?

your icy fingers, figure 8's on my chest.
tell me im the best,
like all the others.
i placed 1,000 kisses upon your neck.
you arch your head.
im your vampire and i suck you red.

your fingernails,
left trails, down my back.
they now fade with your absince.
i am urged on and on,
keep coming back.
please have patience.

hard to believe that was the last sublime time.
like the other times,
i gazed into your eyes.
and my tears would rise.
all the feelings were brought on by your lies.

it was supposed ot be me and you.
all the things i did for you, FOR YOU!
and now im left oceanic blue, without you.
where are your promises?
its funny this is how every story ends.