i want " jr says fack you " on my gravestone

i'm a quarter past a dead man
halfway through the bottle
15 mins to suicide

thirsty thursday thirty
sunny sunday someday

it was such a big deal
 in 96
they announced dolly the first cloned sheep
when pop culture has done it for yrs

the stem of my research is gonna land me in a cell

tear another page from the book
the catholic church is a landscaping company
that sprays the mower blades with miracle grow
 b4 each confessional cut

no time to talk
you know the drill
 track marks are harder to see on prosthetic limbs

3 six sided die
i traded in my dream journal
for a digital identity
2m is already today

revolution eyes
renegade smiles
hand grenade goodbyes
everything she writes me is a dear john letter

what's black and red, rotten and riddled with spiteful,sarcastic,drunken,disrespectful last minute commentary?

my blood frothy last words.................