I Have to Say Goodbye

I guess

There will never be a time

When I will be okay.

Even on Valentine's day.

I just want this all to end.

I just want this all to stop.

I don't want to breath anymore.

I don't want to live anymore.

All I want to be is

Either dead, or

Yours.

Because, the

Truth is that I love you

So much it makes my heart

Bleed out into my body and bruise

Me under the surface. I just want

To not need you anymore and

The only way that's possible

Is for me to die. That's the

Only solution. I have to

Say goodbye. Just one

Last time.