Suicide Lullaby

Suffocating in suspense..
My hands solom flesh begins to twitch..
The blade leaves chills but, this heart is colder!
Contemplate on this senseless mutilation.
This mind of mine so isolated... Eyes so desolate and dilated.
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-It's hard to feel
-Feel something real
-When you've decayed within the inner core..
-So breathe in one last time before you hit the floor.
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Stains soaking through the seems of my shirt and jeans..
Scars tearing open as the voiceless begins to speak!
I'll sing to you a crimson melody before I leave.
I've left the lyrics in my skin so memorize darkened hymn.
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-It's hard to feel
-Feel something real
-When you've decayed within the inner core..
-So breathe in one last time before you hit the floor.
-Breathe in, breathe out.
-Breathe in.
-Breathe in, breathe out.
-Breathe in...
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When a prayer for someone to find you in despair is ignored..
Your so called faith can no longer be restored..
Your mind aches as your tracing the veins.. carving your crimson painting.
Every meaningless thing you've done.. your deminished worth.. all the ones you've hurt.. they all begin to consume your mind.
My indescretions so unreal..
"Just feel, just feel!"
Youre screaming for help but you can't be heard...
So the only words you leave behind are those of a suicide lullaby...
Breathe in one last time
... And say goodbye.