Silent Love

I think I'm in love therefore Iam, I need to be found    
But my heart is bound and shackled by this chain    
I want this pain of yearning and heartache gone  
Search for me and find me in the pouring rain    
I'm in a daze,heart racing my chest feels like I have the weight of the world on me  
When I hear your voice I want to be with you all the time    
I hope you feel the same for me, mind in a haze  
heart throbbing I've had to much to drink,I'm mumbling and muttering    
foolish words I know I will never say to you  
I feel like I'm on a rollercoaster, my mind is spinning    
I've know for alongtime now and it was love at first sight  
when you picked me up in San Fransisco our first kiss I was hooked  
you had me from hello  
In your brown eyes I looked and knew I'd found my soulmate  
I'm completely and without a doubt madly in love with you  
On the phone we still talk daily, I just can't find the courge  
to tell you my feelings even when there are moments where  
I think you feel the same from words off spoken and your voice has a different tone  
Perhaps this love should be locked away
in the vault of my heart  
not meant to see the light of day  
Only you had the key to unlock my heart
from the very start  
you are my best friend and do not want that to end  
My silent love for you is better than not having you at all  
If we are meant to be it will happen...I will just wait   
So for now our phone calls shall suffice  
After you hang up I utter "I love you"