this is the end

im done pretending.
anticipating the ending.
i look for my highrise when all i see is an eclipse.
i cringe in fear with each breath.
for what lies forth is death.
i thought i was free,
then the crack in my heart pulled back on me.

i dont want an end, when nothing will begin.
im tired of broken strings.
im through with these fucking things!!!

darkness prevails.
unveils all the unholy things.
this is the end, my unwholesom friend.
wipe the drool from my chin.
ive anticipated and waited for this far too long.
im tired of the suicide songs,
i guess this is mine?

i scratch my eyes.
cut myself to make sure im alive.
the red reinsures, endures,
the wrath of my daily hell.
cut itself, cut myself, MAKE IT BLEED!!!!

theres always something wrong and it going on!
im writing the final murderous song.
my disasterpiece, anti-masterpiece.
hate me! is all i need.

THIS IS MY END, unwholesom friend!
throw my ashes to the wind.
forget me as the the lord did.
just conform! inform, me, when you dicover the end.
ill be around the next bend.
my vulnerability defend.

i dont wait for my salvation, i despise it!
i recognize my damnation, i reprise it.
my razor point is hazardous.
my emotions are biohazardous.
just kill me and get it over with.

THIS IS THE END!!!
THIS IS THE END!!!
THIS IS THE END!!!
im crawling away with my heart in my hands.

                         the end.............