As I Think Of  You

It enfolds me in its warmth
and cradles me in endless nights of torture
my breathing gets heavy
coming out in little puffs
until i have to force myself to slow down
take small strokes
flames tickle up my spine
making me arch my back and cry out
the chills that curl my toes
let me know i'm close but not yet there
my right hand wonders the dewy contours of
my body as my other plays with the idea of you
hearing footsteps i bite my pillow trying to stop
the moans that escape my mouth
the risk makes it even better
i get a mouth full of satin
and  eyes full of hot unwanted tears
i cant resist saying your name as i come down from
the heavy waves of my own completion
and then i wonder if right now
your doing the same
saying my name