I'll wait for you

We need some time alone and go our sepereate ways; become friends once more to start all over.The love we once had was slowly dying and i did nothing to stop it.

 How can we do this? how can i forget all those nights we made love?

How can i just put out of my mind those days you said we would always be together?

I know where it all went  wrong it was I! I caused this i made your love begin to fade; with my mistakes, my anger, and my hatred. 

I can't feel my eyes of how many tears are running down..... i can't breath anymore of how much i try to quiet my screams; and swallow my cries... I don't want to think anymore i don' t want to feel anymore... i just want to forget.

I just want another chance but it's to late for that, i blew it, in my self pride. The way that i am; i deserve no one anymore, all i do is cause it to end.


You say we have to move on and meet new people and make new friends. You said that if this is really meant to be, if our love is that strong, it will survive; and one day re-unite us..... it makes me cry it makes me want to die; that someone out there will have what once belonged to me. Someone will kiss those lips that once kissed me with such passion, you will hug her and tell her those sweet things you once told me.

It's killing me!........ but what can i do? so i make a fake smile at you to show you i am alright; i tell you stupid things that i am happy this is happening; when in reality I'm dying inside it's tearing me apart.

I'll wait for you forever if i have to. I will swallow my pride once more and yes i will wait here patiently, there is no one i rather spend the rest of my life with then you.

I'll be waiting I love you.