Not Anymore

He was mine and i was his
And there was no one else
but us and my lust. But
i was wrong, what made
Me happy made him feel
Bad and sadly he kept the
truth away from our trust.

Lies.

I dont blame him or me
For our separation, but when
im trying to heal i just can't
Stop thinking that we were
The perfect collaboration.

That man and i.

I know what went wrong though
and it keeps me awake most
nights. Even though hes not
Mine anymore i worry he's
Moved on faster than me,
And man that bites.

Hard.

I love you. I hate you. I miss
you. I dont. I cant. Im hurt.
ill consider your suggestion
And just let go, but ill know
its for the best and that we
Are still friends. Not lovers,
no.

Not Anymore.