969 Hell Blvd (a letter by Foxxy Brown)

Dear Tyrone,

After all the years we’ve been together and all the shit you put me through
I finally come to accept that I was only being used. When you got laid off
3 days after we met I thought that was strange.
You needed a place… I moved you in… then your attitude changed!
It used to be “Baby this and Baby that.” Then it became “Bitch this and Bitch that!”
Had me all confused! I never thought it would be me… The woman being abused.
See Boo, I was raised on the mean streets of Chicago; fighting back is nothing me.
But I reasoned you were drunk, it wouldn’t happen again. Then 1 time turned into
3!  4, 5, and then 20, before long every weekend an ass kicking I would take!
When you were sober you cried; “Baby forgive me, hittin you was a mistake!”
Thinking back, it’s crazy!  I loved you more than I loved myself; threw away all
my pride. It seemed as though you hated me but, for you I would have died!

You continued beating me! Even threatening me with your gun! It’s too bad you didn’t
lock it up. Because 3 weeks later you went too far and finally ran out of luck!
That fateful night the beating began I cried out! “Baby pleeeease, you’re hurting me!”
You yelled! “Bitch, do you really think I care?!”
You threw me on the floor, sat on top of me and start snatching out my hair!
At that point I became enraged! My temper I then lost! Somehow I overpowered you…
grabbing your gun I shouted! “Do you know how much Femi cost?!”
I checked the chamber then took aim, putting two bullets in your head!
Looking down at your corpse I whispered, “You can’t hurt me anymore; your evil ass
is dead!”

I’m writing you this letter… at peace, feelin no regrets although I am in jail.
For all the hurt and pain you caused me; I blew you straight to Hell!
This letter is being sent to 969 Hell Blvd; your new forwarding address.
You’re among your own kind now; Snakes, Demons and the Devil…
I wish you all the best! (wink)

Foxxy Brown