What do I really, really want from you?

That's what you want to know?

OK.

I want honesty.
In everything.
I want honesty even when it will hurt/embarrass you to be honest.
I want honesty even when it will hurt/embarrass me if you are honest.

I want you to know that I will always be honest with you.
Even if it hurts/embarrasses me.
Even if it hurts/embarrasses you.
Honesty does not have to be brutal.
And mine will not be.

That's the base of it.
All else flows from that.
Honesty is the root of everything.

Honesty so that I can 100% of the time believe and trust you.
And 100% of the time you can believe and trust me.

Let me know your desires, your hopes, your fears.
Your wants, your needs.
I might not be able to meet all of them.
But I want to know them.

I want you to want to know the same about me.
But in wanting you to want to know.
I do not mean that I want you to "fix".

Even physically, honesty is everything.

I want you to want me for who I am.
Not just to show off to your friends.
I don't like being just "arm candy" any more than you do.
I want to be more to you than only how I look.
Although, I will do my best to look good for you.

I want you to know that I like how you look.
Now. Today.
I didn't know you before.
How you are now is the only you I've ever known.
And I want the you I know today.
And, yet, I know you will change. We all do.
I will want the you, that you will grow into, change into.

I don't want you to try to change me.
To make me into something/someone else.
I like who I am.
I want you to want me for who I am.
Now. Today.
While understanding that I will change.
We all do.
I want you to want me knowing that I will grow and change.

I will not try to change you.
I will not ask you to change hair color or style.
It's your hair, not mine. Wear it as you will.
I want you. Your hair will not change that.
And the same for the rest.
Your clothes, your shape.
They are not the you I want.
You are the you I want.

I know it sounds strange after what I've written.
But I want you to want to show me off.
As I am today.
I want you to be proud of me.
Proud to be with me.
Go to dinner with me.
Be seen with me.
Not see me only behind closed doors.
Hidden from public view.

I want to show you off.
I want you to know, I consider you to be part of me.
Not mine.
But a part of the me I have become, being with you.
You are, honestly, the one part of me I would never hide away.
Although are not just my "arm candy".
You are MY "arm candy" and so much more.
I am proud to be seen with you.

And, as long as I am writing of physical things.
Sexually, honesty there too.

Tell me what you like, what you want.
Not what you think I want to hear.
I want to know that you like/want me to do.
And be explicit. Crude. Talk dirty. Make it clear.

I want to arouse you.
You certainly arouse me.
The very thought of you arouses me.
Every minute of every day.
Even now as I write this.

I want you to want me.
It is not good enough that you are willing,
I want you to want me.
I want you to want:
My kisses;
My hugs;
My embraces;
My caresses;
My fondling of you;
My nuzzling your breasts;
My nibbling your nipples;
My gripping your ass;
My finger stroking your pussy;
My tongue licking your clit;
My penis in your cunt;
My fucking  you;
My cum inside you;
My cuddling with you;
My holding you.

I want you to want me.
It is not good enough that you will if I ask.
Without my asking, I want you to want to:
Kiss me;
Hug me;
Embrace me;
Caress me;
Fondle me;
Nuzzle me;
Nibble me;
Grip my ass;
Stroke my dick;
Suck my cock;
Enjoy my dick in your cunt;
Fuck me;
Have my cum inside you;
Cuddle me;
Hold me.

I want that "wanting" to be so powerful.
That you cannot bear the thought.
Of wearing clothes.
That would be in the way.
Of fulfilling that want.
On the first sight of me walking in your door.

I want that "wanting" to be so powerful.
That you become wet at the sight of me.
The sound of my voice.
Even the the thought of my hands touching you.

I want you to know that "wanting"
Has me not only hard as I write this.
But has brought a drop of wetness to the tip of my dick.
Engorged with my "wanting" of you.

That is what I want from you.
Honesty.
Including the honest wanting of me.
As I honestly want you.