I actually thought I had you.

I wrote these back to back.. They kind of go together.

I should've seen it coming
I should've started running
at the sight of your love
your clever and your cunning
Now my blood is turning
back into black
runs from my leg
it leaves a crack
a cut
a slit
I'm tired of this shit
make up your mind or
I'm done
with all of this
-
I always say I'm done
but you call me and I run
then you stop me, I stand stunned
why am I surprised
I should have realized
that was not love in your eyes
just another reason to cry
I just want to quit
and be done with this shit
but I always bounce back so quick
and it seems I forget
About all of your lies
and all of my demise
just let your image fade
from my eyes