Live in the moment

I've decided
If you listen to other people
And all the negativity
You'll never be able to do what you want
Obliviously people will have various opinions
Isn't it better if you just let them say whatever they want?
I wouldn't believe nonsense that is said behind my back like that
People like that don't deserve a place in my life
I want to live with what is in front of me
Good and bad things are not decided by others
I think it's decided by your own feelings
That's why
I've decided
In order to get help
I need to help myself first
I need to register the problem
In order to face it
So today I'm going to confront my mother
Instead of begging for her attention
I'm going to stop living in the past
And breathe in the moment
Most things will change after today
But that's okay
Because I am somebody
Who can forgive and forget