Next Lifetime    ( From the Rah Thoughts Collection)

Lucid Dreaming...
and it's me
that I'm seeing
As Quantum Physics
begin streaming...
into a million
diffrent lifetimes...
as I hear windchimes
I wipe bitter
tears from my eyes
As I witness how I
have accepted the lies
in every one...
of my lifetimes...
How then...
does one remain unbroken
as so many of lifes
memories remain ...unspoken
As I am still waiting
to be discovered
by a Love that is real...
What point is it in seeing
beyond the veil...
if you still run into
the same kind of hell
everytime.
I wonder if there is a way
I can...
rewrite my DNA
so I can be unfolded
and recreated...
so maybe some of my former
demons...can be sated
and coaxed into
leaving the flesh of my soul
alone...
cause I...
think Im prone...
to have heartache...
everytime around...
Mama cant save me...
after all the
pain she gave me
and Daddy's not around
thats why..
Im feeling down...
and now
there's nothing left to say
I just hope one day...
this eternal pain..
fades away...
far away....
From my soul.