Expectations'

We'll continue to talk from a distance
I'd rather that people stay away
Though I wish for the closeness others share
Though no one understands me anyway.
Even though I don't understand your games
The predictable reactions to your acts
Do you really expect the expected all the time?
To feed the imagination and ignore the facts?,
Am I suppose to hide what I  really feel?
Hold back all I really want to say?
Do you really think it's cool to imitate?
I don't understand anyone anyway.
Why can't I just be who I am
Be sponteaneous and free of expectations?
Why's it so wrong to blurt things out of the blue?
Why's it so wrong; to be without a clue?