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I love you But Not really (he says)
“Hi Sweetness”
Let me pull you in close
so I can look into those eyes
Let my hand glide across your
porcelain neck...soft as a doves feather
So I can throw you into that oncoming
train...and watch you lay there and bleed
Watching the mutilation of your body once whole
while it lays there thrashing against the stone
You're still screaming the “I love you body, mind
and soul” and my eyes tear while I tell you that
you are the one that holds my heart still...
(Baby, if I held your heart you would have
fucking not flailed me into this immeasurable
pain of the unseen, train)
Did you stop once and think about me?
Did you try to pull me from the track?
No...my friends showed up two days later
after my son called them crying
'They' pulled me out of bed and into the
steaming hot shower
'They' washed my hair while I lay on
the tub floor curled up like a fucking baby
'They' pulled me out, wrapped me in warm
blankets and forced water to my lips
When I tell you that you hold my heart
in your hands.. I fucking mean what I say
YOU...
You walked away...
I hope when you kissed her you cried
not from passion but for the deep seeded
hunger for my lips
I hope the scent of her was still of that “other”
man she fucked...you remember, right?
I hope she tasted like a fucking raunchy seafood platter
and you had to choke it down
Your cock...hard for me for months
I hope went limp feeling the betrayal
Why betrayal? Because you know
you wished it was me....
I want you to feel my “fuck you” to the core
as much as you've felt it when I've said “I love you”.
Did you ever once think of me in all this...just once?
You will always be lonely...and she will never be me
Let me pull you in close
so I can look into those eyes
Let my hand glide across your
porcelain neck...soft as a doves feather
So I can throw you into that oncoming
train...and watch you lay there and bleed
Watching the mutilation of your body once whole
while it lays there thrashing against the stone
You're still screaming the “I love you body, mind
and soul” and my eyes tear while I tell you that
you are the one that holds my heart still...
(Baby, if I held your heart you would have
fucking not flailed me into this immeasurable
pain of the unseen, train)
Did you stop once and think about me?
Did you try to pull me from the track?
No...my friends showed up two days later
after my son called them crying
'They' pulled me out of bed and into the
steaming hot shower
'They' washed my hair while I lay on
the tub floor curled up like a fucking baby
'They' pulled me out, wrapped me in warm
blankets and forced water to my lips
When I tell you that you hold my heart
in your hands.. I fucking mean what I say
YOU...
You walked away...
I hope when you kissed her you cried
not from passion but for the deep seeded
hunger for my lips
I hope the scent of her was still of that “other”
man she fucked...you remember, right?
I hope she tasted like a fucking raunchy seafood platter
and you had to choke it down
Your cock...hard for me for months
I hope went limp feeling the betrayal
Why betrayal? Because you know
you wished it was me....
I want you to feel my “fuck you” to the core
as much as you've felt it when I've said “I love you”.
Did you ever once think of me in all this...just once?
You will always be lonely...and she will never be me
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