Chains

Chains

Yelling, Screaming, nothing works!! Your heart pounds for Someone to hear you. You feel alone, like nobody hears. They may listen but you know they don't feel, they may feel but not listen. You feel as if nobody cares, your that kid who sits alone without anyone acknowledging you. You are that one puzzle peice that doesn't seem to fit. You long for someone to help you, to at least listen and feel what your feeling, but nobody really cares, they just talk to you like the new soap opera on tv. They will talk about your problems like they are concerned, when in reality, they don't want to admit you have a problem with the blade, or depression. It will ruin their "reputation". I walk around everyday feeling this way, like people don't listen, or they think I'm a attention seeker. I nolonger cut were its seen, I nolonger act like myself but a person I'm not, I feel like my parents don't want to help me because it will make them look bad. I feel like chains are weighing me down slowly and slowly until I'm crushed.