Face The Facts

Why can’t you see?
Why can’t you see I’m not that girl anymore
That girl was lost a long time ago
That girl that felt compassion for others
Felt remorse
Felt anything
I changed
Ironic, I’ve turned into what I told myself I would never become
But here I am
I’m rude
Crude
A bitch
Selfish
Arrogant
A Backstabber
I want things
Things I know are bad for me
I crave things
Things I shouldn’t
I want him
But I can’t have him
I guess it’s hard to face the facts when the darkness turns to black