when you cant feel

Those days when you need
a break and you're super
Quiet, those are the days
When im super needy and
So loud that everywhere
I go i start a riot.

Those nights where your
sleepless and tend to
Worry about anything
And everything. Those are
the nights were i can't
Stay awake and just
think about all my memories
That dont include
worrying. Like our summer
Fling.

But.

When you started to hurt
that day and continuously
had to take medicine,
that was the day you
Started to become numb
And i started to feel. You
constantly asked me why
you all of a sudden just
couldnt get back on track,
But i couldnt answer, it was
winter time and because
you didnt: i had the flu.

Then.

Days went by and you were
Acting confused and ignorant.
So i held my head high,
Got all my thoughts
together and settled on the
track of pride.
I know these days are
Hard for you now, and I
Cant deny that they are
Also breaking me down.
But dont worry, ill feel for
You, life is where i wont
hide.