My Unborn Child(Im Sorry)

First off,let me say,im sorry for what I have done,you have to understand that I couldnt do it on my own,I was still a baby as well and my cousin just said she was 6wks pregnant,like damn, I couldnt bring myself to tell cus the look on my mama face said it all,she wasnt in the mood to hear no more surprises,So I laughed it off and continued to hide it,the significant otha who helped conceive you,left without any explanation and chose to blame another dude,but lets make it clear,its not all his fault,im the one to blame cus I could of had u here wit me instead I got you in memory,I let anger and a few words get the best of me,laying on that table was the hardest place to be,10 wks pregnant,no friends,no family,I had no support team whatsoever,I sit up and break down cus I shouldnt had neva let it go down,now I feel like im dying slow cus im starting to regret letting you go...