Words

I've got all these words inside,

Some of them are spoken,

But most of them confined.

Some of them are lost in Time,

Some of them are broken,

But all of them are mine.

Built up rage I cant let go,

Feelings I Cant feel

And Oh, The Love I've come to know.

There's so much I wanna say,

That I'll probly just write,

Cause I Just write my life away.

Never had much of a voice,

Just ink to dip my pen and

Words of sorrow, words of joy.

All these words I've come to write,

Some of them are Shit

But some helped show me to the light.

Some of them showed me the way,

Gave me direction

When I felt the need to go astray.

I wrote of Love and Pain,

Seperately at first, until

I learned they were one and the same.

Wrote about being so numb,

Weightless above the tracks,

So blind to all the damage done.

These words are building up inside,

Just one big cluster fuck

Of notions and dull rhymes.

Some of my words are dark and cold,

As my Heart sometimes is.

But only till their story's told.

Some words seal the Love I found,

Inside A Brown Eyed Girl

Who Tells me that all her Love's abound.

Page after page after page,

Proving I dont know a thing,

But Love and Loneliness And Rage.

Words that are spoken,

Words that I Write.

Promises ever left broken,

Words spewed out purely in spite.

Words of warning, words of plea,

Words of Love And words of Peace.

It'd strain your brain if you could see

All of these words inside of me.