Complicated

My life is complicated, making it very difficult to understand how i am still able to write this poem while smiling :)
My life is complicated,

I have 2 mothers, no father and 1 father figure, go figure.
The supposed girlfriend that i love, he is a Hermaphrodite.
My life is complicated.

I know God through a book, but i have never seen him.
My faith is strong, but im not that religious.
My Life is complicated.

I have 6months on my contract left to live before this cancer eats me up like a soul plate, in addition to this i have HIV/AIDS but whatever we all die sooner or later.
Im in my Final year of University but can only graduate when my full tution fees have been paid out.
My life is complicated

I do drugs to make the pain go away, but all it does is take a water break and it comes back even hungrier to make me miserable.

You didnt eat today, get a piece of that last slice and you think yoooour life is complicated and fucked up...
Let me give you a little advice, with concise terminology.
your life aint half of what other people are going through, so before you come with that, check yourself at the door. and make sure you wipe your feet.

...before your life becomes COMPLICATED...