If I can touch the stars

My chest falls into
the canyons of
butter flies
lifting me up
from breaking
through your floors
my heart is
a dancing jester
mocking me
two entity's far apart
my eyes are burning
from staring too long
my mind is lost at bay
your like those never
ending stars in the
deep dark sky
my emotions are lost
thinking about you
if this is love
i know it wont last
your in the heavens
and I'm just below
in the pile
of ugliness and trash
and when it rains
i will soon wash away
i just hope
the lingering pain
in my heart
will wash away too
when that time comes.