Alone

I didn't want to admit it
It was easier to lie
And hide the hurt and emptiness
To smile instead of cry
I didn't want to face the fact.
My life is full of pain
I long to stop my bleeding heart
And maybe smile again
I feel oh-so-forgotten
So betrayed, so alone
Without a trace of forgiveness
And no soul to carry my own
I didn't want to admit the fact
I cannot spread my wings
My happiness has melted.